Your best friend...

It isn't easy for a 23 year old to deal with. Your best friend having cancer. Nor is it easy for a 50 year old to deal with. Your best friend having cancer. But that's the fact myself and my closest 6 friends are currently dealing with. Our best friend has cancer.

It's one of the strongest girls I know and she is going to get through it. However, we want to get through it by her side. But due to this quarantine, we can't. And I understand completely why and in any other circumstances I would have no issue. But it's the hardest thing I'm finding. I want to be there for her, physically. She knows I'm only at the far end of the phone, but that's not the same. And I want to be there for her, and there for my girls.

I sound like a child, "I want my friends!!" But I do. And I miss them. And this quarantine is shit. And cancer is shit. But my girls are the best girls in the whole world. And I am thankful. And Skype will have to do.